jupitertears87

I don't know what exactly is new since my last entry but I do know that "Working for Myself" is now what I do rather than an idea that I am striving for. Taking this whole freelancing thing by the horns. Lets see how it all plays out. Meeting today with a client. Should be fun. Happy to be able to take this risk. I just need to get accustomed to my own rhythm.

Its been three years since my graduation date. I find myself falling out of love with my job, and yet I can not deny that I still love art, media, and design.... not to mention social networking as well. Designing websites is great, but my atmosphere plays such a big role in the whole scheme of things. Its time for a change of atmosphere. I am so looking forward to change. But i know that part of me is very nervous for it. I haven't been on this in so long, but it had less to do with the fact that I hadn't created anything in a while, and more to do with the fact that I was so drained. Too drained to want to work on anything. Oddly enough I f

I am finding it more difficult to take time to work for myself now having left college. The days seem shorter, though the hours are exactly the same. I usually only see daylight when i wake and am heading to work, and on my lunch break. Designing all day is great but doing it with no windows sucks sometimes. Being in a place 9 hours a day, mouse to hand, fingers to keys. Then coming back home and trying to spend a few more hours on my own computer.... sometimes it's draining. Last week I bypassed that draining feeling by fueling myself with bacon, cheesy eggs, and a five hour energy. It was good. I took an hour to relax and chow down on the m